peace + love + cupcakes

That's what life should be all about...

Oh yeah, I also am trying to lose weight with Weight Watchers & hope to one day be able to call myself a runner.
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This week was a total failure as it regards to losing weight.  I didn’t track or eat right & only exercised for 20 minutes all week.  That is beyond ridiculous.  I think my gain from last week and having no job prospects really got me down and I was sort of in a haze.  I was just existing and not living.  I don’t want that. If I look back at the past couple of days, it’s like a blur.

I had a gain of .8 this week.  Could’ve been so much worse.  Should’ve been so much more but perhaps I was more mindful with me eating than I originally thought.  Am I going to continue this way?  Heck no!  I decided that I am going to change things up a bit.  Normally I follow the WW PointPlus plan and I will continue to do so but I am also going to count calories.   Part of my issues with food is that I at times I have no control over portions.  Just because I can eat 4 bananas at 0 PP+ does not mean that I should.  I am going to do try this method for the next couple of weeks to see how I do.  Here’s my nutritional profile on MyFitnessPal.  

I am hoping this plan will help with controlling my portions and keep me on track.  This means every bite & nibble will be tracked.  EVERY.SINGLE.ONE.   That will be hard.  

Fitness wise, I am starting where I left off last week which is Week 9 which consists of 4 days of 5K’s on the treadmill and a 6 mile brisk walk during the weekend.  Since I didn’t work out this past week, my body feels so much heavier and I don’t feel as limber as I typically do.  It’s back to the gym for me.  

During the week I read a very interesting article which lists 17 reasons why you aren’t losing weight.  Reason #13 describes me and my weight loss journey: 

If you find yourself having mini self-contained internal arguments throughout the day (and you lose), or (even worse) lying to yourself about what you’re eating and doing, you’re probably also full of excuses.

I don’t know why I continue to do this to myself.  This is the mental part of losing weight that I need to work on because I keep sabotaging myself.

  1. becomingabetterbecky said: you’ll get back on track! You f-ing rock!!!
  2. barenakedlife said: The mental side of things is really the toughest. Hang in there you’ll kill it this week!
  3. sarahspeaksnow said: You GOT this girl. Trust me! I’ve done WW and MFP - MFP is much more effective, in my opinion! It really does teach you portion control…
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