peace + love + cupcakes

Tumbling about getting healthy & fit (lost 116 lbs but gained back 50 #sadpanda), learning to love myself and trying to live life to the fullest.

The Cool Kids

Happy Monday. #quotes #motivation

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Frank Ocean

Thinkin Bout You-Frank Ocean

It usually doesn’t rain in Southern California
Much like Arizona, my eyes don’t shed tears
But boy, they bawl w
hen I’m thinkin’ bout you
I’ve been thinkin’ bout you, you know know know
I’ve been thinkin’ bout you, do you think about me still?
Do you?

Or do you not think so far ahead?
‘cause I’ve been thinkin’ bout forever
Yes, of course I remember
How could I forget how you feel?
You know you were my first time
A new feel

It won’t ever get old, not in my soul
Not in my spirit, keep it alive
We’ll go down this road
'til it turns from color
To black and white


This feeling…



edit: NO ONE CAN 

(via auspiciouspatti)

Stop looking for the “right” career, and start looking for a job. Any job. Forget about what you like. Focus on what’s available. Get yourself hired. Show up early. Stay late. Volunteer for the scut work. Become indispensable. You can always quit later, and be no worse off than you are today. But don’t waste another year looking for a career that doesn’t exist. And most of all, stop worrying about your happiness. Happiness does not come from a job. It comes from knowing what you truly value, and behaving in a way that’s consistent with those beliefs.
Many people today resent the suggestion that they’re in charge of the way the feel…

Feeding my late night feels.

The past few days have been rough. Something so inconsequential has brought up so many feels.

Getting my haircut.

I relied on my long hair as a way to hide. Not sure if that makes sense at all but in my head it does. After getting so much of it cut, I felt free but also exposed. I can’t hide behind it. People can see ME.

I left a lot of myself and what I’ve gone though this past year on the floor of the hair salon but it left me feeling vulnerable. I keep looking at myself in the mirror and I don’t recognize who I see.


You gotta remember that changing your outside won’t do shit for your inside. If you don’t like and accept yourself now, you won’t like or accept yourself 20lbs up or down from here. Embrace your body, love it, cherish it, accept it, then work on it.